i'm in a bad condition

i'm bad, feel so bad and i don't know how to fix it .
try harder to more happily when u play ur life but it's so cruel
when u can't accept the real T.T
tired , not feel lonely , but this heart , body , my brain just tired !
wanna sleep for a long time , wake up and there is someone haha lols

keep spirit , my life is my way , can't anybody change the true of myself and be strong .
and hope when i write again , i'm in a good mood ^^~~
hopefully :)